Tuesday, June 28, 2011

running to him was real

So says John L. Parker in his classic novel Once A Runner. If you haven't read it, then you are really missing out on one of if not the greatest piece of running literature ever written, and certainly the greatest piece of fiction running literature. I am realizing now that in recent months I have had an awakening to the world of running and I think for the first time I understand what John L. Parker is talking about. While I realize Once A Runner has to be taken with a grain of salt, and I will not be doing 60 x 400m anytime soon, Previously I always enjoyed running, but now I can really say it is definitely one of the realist things I know.

I would say it started a short while back when I was experiencing unfortunate nagging injuries in my calves that kept me from training as much as I would have liked to. Once those finally healed I experienced a renewed strength that I don't remember ever feeling in my legs. That combined with the weekly Decathlon races with the Steeplechasers has be legs feeling fantastic. It is the type of feeling where at just about any point during the day I feel as if I could just go out and run 8 mile and it would be a breeze. And when I am running, I feel like I can go on forever and ever, alone with my thoughts pounding the pavement for mile after mile.

Interestingly enough within the past few weeks I have found a new love interest: trail running. I was once told that the day you start running trails you will never go back to the roads. Unfortunately I don't live close enough to trails to have this as a possibility but I can certainly empathize with anyone who would say that. When I run on the roads I often find myself staring off into the distance in a type of meditative thought salad. Unless I have a song stuck in my head I could never tell you exactly what I was thinking about for the hours of road running, but I know it was something. On top of that you get to see and witness a lot of the world around you. This is certainly a benefit of road running. You have no worries except the possible oncoming traffic and you are free to look around. The rolling farmlands, grain silos, cow pastures, and beautiful sunsets, running on the roads gives a great opportunity to witness lots that this wide and beautiful world has to offer, but it can also be pretty boring.

Running on the trails is an entirely different experience. I recall very well my first real trail run about a month and a half ago. It was on the Appalachian trail from Gathland State Park outside of Burkitsville to Weverton Cliffs, probably my favorite overlook in the area. It only took me a few miles and a nosedive to the ground how trail running works: the observant will not fare well. You have to constantly be aware of your surroundings, the root here, the sharp arrangement of rocks over there, the big puddle up ahead, and a dead stump right infront of me, woah! It is very true that trail running requires much more concentration and work then any other type of running. Your focus has to be sharp as the edge of a razor blade or you will fall. Your footfalls must be as light as a gazelle, or you will fall.

Despite all of this I have found a serene reality to trail running I have not previously known to be true. Why you do not have a change to observe everything around you, you are still highly in tune with nature is an way I could have never thought possible. As you let your self become completely focused on the trail you also become free, entertained with nature as you have to be to avoid falling ten million times per run. It is this sensation that I have come to love, and it is this sensations that has set me free more than I ever thought possible. Yet still I return to the roads on a mainly daily basis. There are not enough easily accesible trails around Mount Saint Mary's for me to run on. At the same time I have to stay focuses on the goal I have set for myself: qualify for Boston on October 9th in Scranton, PA.

Onto that subject, training finally seems to be picking up. As of today I have 14 weeks (I think) until Steamtown, so it is time to get to work. The past week weeks have been littered with minor yet nagging enough injuries to keep me from training at 100%. For a while I had achilles problems. I would initially think that this was due to my VFFs, but after considering it a bit I think the more likely cause is my old pair of shoes which easily had over 1000 miles on them. Once I finally did get new shoes, I mistakenly thought I could go down a size and paid for it with some nasty blisters. Those are now about 95% healed and today I managed to get my first long run in leading up to the Steamtown marathon.

I ran around 20 miles on the blue trail which the CAT 50K will be on later this month and the blisters proved to be no problem. My nutrition was also not a problem. I stuck to gatorade and water, plus a few pretzels/fig newtons at the halfway point. I feel like the knowledge I am gaining from these 4 hour+ runs will be important for me learning to manage my electrolyte and fluid levels during my marathon, which was my downfall this past spring. Following the trail portion I did another 2 miles at a bit of a pickup pace with a local ultrarunner and a nice guy on a business trip from France named Vincent.

Looking back I think this was one of my best runs to date and my 52 miles this week (in 5 days) is the most since the winter. The plan at this rate is to keep up the 22 milers on the weekends, and start picking and choosing some key workouts from Jack Daniels' elite marathon plan to incorporate into my schedule. My confidence is good and my legs are finally feeling great so I can't wait to see how the next few weeks go.

Quote of the day:

"Running is life. Everything else is just waiting" - Myself, although I think I may have seen this elsewhere.

Sunday, June 19, 2011

And I was Running

It has been a while since the last post, and while I am not sure I have attracted any sort of prodigious audience in my several posts up to this point, alas I continue. When you spend hours upon hours out running all over this great country, there is no way to possibly chronicle the mind of a runner during those times, but at least with this blog I can begin to record a few thoughts here or there specifically worth remembering from the thought salad that emerges as my legs take stride after stride...

On the subject of my training, it is finally going well again and I am back on track to be training at the level I would like to be at for the Steamtown Marathon. My weekly milage going from the week of 5/16/2011 — 5/22/2011 was 24.5, 24.5, 26.4, 30.5, and finally this week was 47.5. I haven't done any long runs of marathon-caliber length yet but the fact that I am consistently putting in milage day after day and not having to deal with nagging problems is a blessing in and of itself. The fast times in shorts distances also shows I still have speed (1600: 5:06; Downhill mile: 4:42; 800m: 2:11; 2mile: 11:24) which is something that I was worried about.

Looking forward I am excited to start doing a bit more trail running in my schedule. I ran today 11 miles near Gambrill Road and I can safely say it was one of my best runs ever. Running on trails is just such a different experience compared to road running. When you run on trails it is just you and nature, alone (or with friends) out there enjoying a serene type of bliss that I have rarely experienced. Your awareness is heightened, and every step is critical, or it might be your last. Root here, stump there, sharp rock here, fallen tree hurdle there...

I once read in Runners World (which I have learned all to well to take with a grain of sand) that once you start running trails you will never go back to the roads. I can certainly feel why someone would say this, although I am not quite ready to give up following a painted line on asphalt while dodging cars quite yet. I have unfinished business on the roads, and it involves a certain race which occurs on the third monday of April every year. After that, who knows what the future holds? I can say that as trail running grows on me so too will the prospect of trying to go to Boulder, CO for a grad program there at the University of Colorado. Initially I really wanted to limit my choices to top ten schools (current top choices are Harvard, MIT, Stanford, Berkeley, Yale, and UCSF) but I have since then expanded my choices to "Well, if I can't get in to those places where would I like to go?" schools. These schools essentially boil down to places that it seems like I would absolutely love to live in with not Top 10 but still strong Biochemistry PhD programs. Other than the aforementioned, University of Washington is on that list.

A random thought: is there really something so strange about running shirtless? I don't get it often, but especially from non-runners I get a skeptical-scowl look. Really? It's hot out and wearing a shirt feels like wearing a sweaty 30 pound straight jacket. Sorry, but the shirt will remain off.

On another note living here at the Mount during the summer has enlightened me more than before to that fact that is pretty much sucks to not have anyone to run with most of the time. I guess during the year when the track/cross country team is on campus there is at least this sense that there are some other like-minder runners around, even if I rarely run with them. But with hardly anyone on campus at all that is certainly not the case. It's not so much that I don't enjoy running by myself, because that is not true. I have come to love it. But still it would be nice to have someone to share the amazing experience of running with, and connect to them on such a special level. Now I'm getting all sentimental, a very uncharacteristic side for me so I'll stop there.

That aside I am very much so looking forward to the rest of the summer. More trail running, more running in general, more fast races at the steeplechasers Wednesday night races, and maybe a Boston Qualifier in October if I can manage to train and prepare myself well enough.

Quote of the day:

"Don't bother just to be better than your contemporaries or predecessors. Try to be better than yourself." - William Faulkner"